I've always knew that I was a perfectionist. That I always wanted to be the perfect person for everyone. That's why I try to be the best in everything that I do. And if I don't make it, I get depressed. That's why for the past few years, I have been depressed most of the time. Because in my quest to make everyone happy, to make everyone like me, I ended up with nobody noticing me. I've always wanted to be somebody. Or at least, that somebody would appreciate me. But my problem with me is that 1 is not enough. nor 2. nor 3. nothing is enough for me. I never get contented. which is really weird because I've always thought that I'm contented in life, which I am but at some point, I'm not. In short, I'm weird.
This is just a rant so don't bother reading it.
If you read through it, you would realize that you just wasted about 3 minutes of your life reading.
Thank you.
Final Farewell
Mayauru the fairy lost her memory and lived alone in the forest. One day a girl happened to come by and they became friends. The girl called lots of friends and they all played happily but Mayauru wasn't human and aged slowly. The children grew up and eventually forgot about Mayauru. And then, the girl that she first met... was the only one left. But that girl grew up and wouldn't play with her anymore. Even so, the grown-up girl couldn't forget Mayauru and came back. Finally, Mayauru gave the lonely-looking girl a present. Words of farewell. Until then, people didn't know of the words of farewell. Mayauru was a farewell fairy. She'd forgotten that because it's painful to have nothing but farewells. The grown-up girl learned the words from Mayauru. And that girl who knew the words of farewell...? She became the world's kindest person. Shouldn't we just part with a smile? Sayounara.The time for farewells is finally upon me and I would bear it as happily as I could. Besides from the fact that it is inevitable, everyone knew right from the start that I am just a fleeting shadow -- just passing by;but nonetheless, they befriended me. Just like Mayauru, being an exchange student is like being a farewell fairy. First I said goodbye to my family, to my friends, to my life and went off to a land unknown. I've found myself a new family and met a lot of friends to play with, momentarily forgetting that I am a farewell fairy and that before I know it, I would be saying farewells all over again. This time, a farewell that just doesn't say "I'll see you later" but, mixed with the fear of the reality that can happen, "We'll never see each other again".Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien
Last Episode
Farewells should not be "I'll never see you again" but rather "I had fun being with you" because if the words "I'll never see you again" wouldn't do anything to change your fate, it is just folly to do it.
This is my gift to you: my words of farewell.
Farewell that says "I had fun being with you"
Farewell that says "I am a better person after I met you"
Farewell that says "I will never forget you"
Farewell that says "You are always in my heart"
Farewell that says "Thank you for everything"
Farewell that says "I love you"
I am, but a fairy of farewells.
Shall we part then with a smile?
Good bye.
Paalam.
Ha det.
Sayounara.
Arrivederci.
Au revoir.
Auf Wiedersehen.
Adeus.
Adiós.
再见.
PS: for wrong translations, just send me a message.
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Time "wasted" or "well spent" is in the eye of the beholder. And there was something else I wanted to say, but I forgot. :P
Damn my sketchy memory! DAMN IT ALL TO HELL!!!! AAAAAH!
Or not :)
Anyway, peace out, I guess I better go get some shut-eye.
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